Inner Authority

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I believe that everyone has a certain amount of inner authority, the ability to hold our ground, and stay true to our decisions, no matter what.  In one of my favorite teacher books written by Rick Smith, he writes, "Inner authority doesn't involve holding our breath or gearing up for battle or carrying ourselves in an aggressive way.  It is a relaxed, natural state that permeates everything we do."  I believe that  inner authority reflects in our everyday lives.  We all hold some sort of leadership position throughout our time here on earth.  Whether it is a church calling, a job, or as a parent, we rely on our foundation of inner authority.  The way you carry yourself, and believe in yourself, reflects through the choices that you make.   My inner authority is challenged and strengthened daily as a teacher.  Children depend on safe and structured environments.  Is your inner authority valid and can you withhold stormy situations, or do you find fault and gear up for battle? 

"Education is the ability to listen to almost anything 
without losing your temper or your self-confidence."-Robert Frost

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